6.03.2008

Oldie But Goody!

HERE IS AN OLDER BLOG FROM MYSPACE. ENJOY!!!

Talk Nerdy To Me
I have always LOVED nerdy boys.
Scott Aponte, Matt Halloway, Stuart Gebhart, David Mishook to name a few.
I still do. In college there was one boy Danny hot.
Graphic designer for video games. Wore mismatch socks. So cool. So smooth. So smart.
I loved their calculator watches, they way they dressed, and what they talked about.
My dad is an engineer.
My cousin is MichaelDorn aka Warf from Star Trek.
I love being in the same room as NASA scientists. I know 3 quite personally. It's always fun. I ask a lot of questions.
When my boyfriends dad and I would cook he always made it science. Thanks Gary!
So the fact that there is a TV show entirelly devoted to these Nerdy Intellectuals puts me in the mood.
As soon as Big Bang Theory comes on I am so giddy.
It's porn for me.
I cant stop laughing.
Sheldon and the little Jewish boy are my favorites.
My heart races at 8:25 thinking just 5 more minutes
I don't watch a lot of TV but I break for them.
Then suddenly its over and I count down the days and hours until next Monday.
God Bless Nerdy Boys!

Time Out!

I will update my blog soon. A month is a long time. I have a few drafts from May. I didn't have the heart or energy to publish. It would mean facing realities that I tried to out run all month. For the second year in a row May:1, Sorrelle:0. Ugh! I ripping may out of all calendars.

Jet Black...as im writting this im listenting to New Editon 'Would you love me'

This was written June 3rd.


When I was a girl there are a few this I wanted.

1. To marry Kris Smith from the duo Kriss Kross.

2. To be a Jet Beauty Of The Week.

3. To be short and curvy like Six from Blossom.



For a little black girl growing up in the 80s isnt like today. there are so many black women in news media education and so on a young black girl has a lot she can see herself in. So I would look to Ebony, Jet, and Essence . Jet always had a Beauty of the week and she was more often than not chocolaty and bodified. I wanted to be her. I was never tall enough to be a model but I tried. ha ha ha



Kriss Smith was a totally cute boy and as of lastnight after reading about his coffee table book of art, poems and lyrics I once again have a celebrity crush. I went to bed feeling about him like the girls I see tripping for the Jonas Bros.



I wanted to be short and curvy. If you have seen totaly old shool disney cartoons. The ones from the 40s that were silent but full of swing and jazz. The girls were always large in the chest, small in the waist and big on the bottom. At the age of 5 I knew how I wanted my body to be. My mom and maternal Grandmother are tall and pear shaped. No bra required. I don't think I have ever seen them in one in my life. All of a sudden I grew up and I was short and curvy like one of those Disney cartoons.

I may have not gotten the first two but atleast I am happy with my body.